The ideal of secular saint has arisen as person who lives question of meaning in human existence completely open to its mystery and fully committed to searching for meaning along paths of both hero and saint. Secular saint doesn't live human questions in terms of their truth or falsehood, but in terms of way his or her participation in dialogue shapes which one human recognize for which he or she alone is responsible. Does that explain you?
Do you see yourself in image of secular saint? Whether you do or don't, how do you move forward from here? How do you view meaningful life, and how do you come to understand that meaning?